The blizzard didn't break. For three days, it was a constant, howling presence, a fourth inhabitant of the tiny cabin. The world outside the single window was an undifferentiated swirl of white, erasing the mountains, the trees, time itself. Inside, the space had shrunk with each passing hour. The smell of woodsmoke, damp wool, and the three of them—their sweat, their breath—was thick and inescapable.

Rowan and Freya had claimed the cot farthest from the door, a narrow bed that forced them into constant contact. In the beginning, it had been a comfort. Now, it was a cage. Wren slept on the other cot, a silent observer who seemed to take up less space, less air, than should have been possible. They moved with a quiet efficiency that Rowan was beginning to find grating. Every morning, Wren was up first, rebuilding the fire from glowing embers, their movements economical and sure.

On the fourth morning, Rowan woke with a familiar, restless energy coiling in his gut. Freya was still asleep, her back to him, a warm line of heat against the chill air. He pressed against her, sliding one hand from her waist down over the curve of her hip, his fingers tracing the seam of the borrowed thermal leggings she wore. He was hard, a blunt need pressing into the small of her back. It was less about desire and more about reaffirmation, a physical staking of his claim in this cramped, uncertain space.

“Frey,” he murmured, his lips against her neck. He pushed his hips forward, a slow, deliberate pressure. “Wake up.”

She stirred but didn’t turn, her body stiffening almost imperceptibly. “Ro, stop. Wren’s right there.”

“They’re asleep,” he insisted, his voice a low growl. He knew Wren wasn’t asleep; he’d heard the soft scrape of their knife as they shaved kindling a few minutes ago. He didn’t care. He wanted Freya to turn to him, to choose him, to erase the quiet, competent presence on the other side of the room. He slid his hand under the waistband of her leggings, his fingers finding the soft skin of her lower stomach.

“I don’t care if they’re asleep,” Freya whispered, her voice sharp with an irritation that had been simmering for days. She pushed his hand away, not gently. “I’m not in the mood.”

Rejection, raw and cold, washed over him. It wasn’t just the lack of sex; it was the dismissal. It was the way her attention seemed to be constantly drifting away from him, toward the window, toward the fire, toward Wren. “Not in the mood?” he scoffed, pulling back so there was a sliver of cold air between them. “This whole ‘open’ thing was your idea. You wanted to be more free, more adventurous. But the second we’re stuck with someone else, you shut down completely.”

The accusation hung in the air, ugly and unfair. It was a twisting of their agreement, a weaponization of her own words. Freya rolled over to face him, her green eyes dark with anger in the firelight.

“That’s not what this is about and you know it,” she hissed, keeping her voice low. “This isn’t some fun, planned exploration, Rowan. We’re trapped. And I feel like I can’t breathe. You’re… everywhere. All the time.”

His jaw tightened. “I’m trying to take care of you.”

“You’re trying to own me,” she shot back, the words a quiet detonation in the small space. She sat up, swinging her legs off the cot and running a hand through her tangled hair. The argument was over, not because it was resolved, but because she refused to continue it. The silence that followed was worse than the storm outside, thick with resentment and the raw, exposed nerves of a relationship cracking under pressure.

Later that day, the relentless howl of the wind eased into a mournful sigh. The snow still fell, but softly now, drifting down in fat, lazy flakes. Wren pulled on their boots and stepped onto the small, covered porch, the cold air a welcome shock. Freya, desperate for an escape from the suffocating tension inside, followed a moment later, pulling her blanket tighter around her shoulders.

Wren stood motionless at the railing, binoculars pressed to their eyes, utterly absorbed. Freya stood beside them, not speaking, just breathing the clean, cold air. The silence between them was comfortable, a stark contrast to the brittle quiet she’d shared with Rowan all day.

“What do you see?” she finally asked, her voice soft.

Wren lowered the binoculars and offered them to her without a word. “On the big pine, halfway up. Red Crossbills. They’re using their beaks to pry open the cones.”

Freya took the heavy binoculars, her fingers brushing against Wren’s. A tiny jolt, a flicker of warmth in the freezing air. She lifted them to her eyes, fumbling with the focus wheel. Wren reached out, their hand covering hers for a second to steady the binoculars, their thumb gently guiding the wheel. “Here,” Wren murmured, their breath a white puff next to her ear. “Like this.”

The world snapped into sharp focus. She saw them—a small flock of finches, the males a dusty rose-red against the snow-laden branches. They worked with an intense, focused energy, their strange, crossed-over beaks twisting seeds from the pinecones. Freya let out a soft gasp of delight. “They’re beautiful.”

“They’re specialists,” Wren said, their voice losing its guarded edge and taking on a quiet warmth. “Their whole anatomy is built for one thing. Finding food where no one else can.”

Freya lowered the binoculars and looked at Wren, seeing that same specialized focus in their gaze. “Like you,” she said, the words slipping out before she could stop them.

A faint smile touched Wren’s lips. “I guess.”

From inside the cabin, Rowan watched them through the grimy window. He couldn’t hear their words, but he could see the shift in their bodies. He saw Freya lean closer to Wren, saw the easy way Wren adjusted the binoculars for her. He saw the smile she gave them—a genuine, unguarded smile that lit up her whole face. It was a smile he felt he hadn’t seen in weeks, a smile he ached for.

He watched as Wren pointed to another tree, their arm brushing Freya’s shoulder. She didn’t pull away. Instead, she leaned into the space, her head tilted toward theirs as she listened. They were sharing something—a world of color and life in the middle of all this white death, a world he wasn’t a part of. It wasn’t just the physical closeness that twisted his gut. It was the effortless intimacy of it, the shared joy that felt more threatening than any secret affair. He pressed his palm against the cold glass, his breath fogging the pane, obscuring the scene. He was on the outside looking in, and the woman he loved was finding shelter with someone else.

That night, the tension was a physical thing, a pressure in Rowan’s chest. He lay on the cot, watching the firelight dance across the rough-hewn logs of the ceiling, acutely aware of Freya’s stillness beside him. She lay on her side, facing away, but he knew she wasn’t asleep. Across the small room, Wren’s breathing was deep and even, a steady rhythm that only seemed to amplify the discord between him and Freya.

He couldn't stand it. He needed to bridge the gap that had opened between them, to feel the familiar comfort of her body responding to his, to erase the image of her smiling at Wren on the porch. He shifted, moving flush against her back, wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her close. He felt the slight, almost imperceptible resistance in her muscles before she let herself be moved.

“Frey,” he whispered, his lips against the nape of her neck. He breathed in her scent—woodsmoke and something uniquely her, a scent that had always been his anchor. His hand slid from her waist, moving up to cup her breast through the thin fabric of her thermal shirt. He squeezed gently, a silent question.

She didn't answer, didn't move. Her silence was a void he felt compelled to fill. He kissed the side of her neck, letting his mouth trail down to the soft skin of her shoulder. His other hand moved down, over the curve of her hip, his fingers hooking into the waistband of her leggings. He pushed them down slowly, exposing the pale skin of her hips and buttocks to the cool air. She didn't stop him. She didn't help him, either. She just lay there, a pliant weight in his arms.

His erection was hard against her, a desperate, physical need. He shifted her leg with his knee, positioning himself behind her. His fingers found her, slick and ready, and a part of him felt a surge of triumphant relief. Her body was responding, at least. But it felt automatic, a physiological reaction detached from her mind. He entered her with a slow, deliberate thrust, trying to will a connection into existence.

He moved inside her, his rhythm steady, his hand gripping her hip to hold her against him. He buried his face in her hair, whispering her name, telling her he loved her, the words feeling thin and hollow in the quiet cabin. But her body remained passive beneath his. Her hips didn't rise to meet his thrusts; her hands lay limp by her sides. He reached for one, lacing his fingers with hers, but her grip was lifeless.

“Freya, look at me,” he pleaded in a harsh whisper.

She slowly turned her head, her eyes catching the flickering firelight. They were open, but they were distant. She was looking at him, but she wasn’t seeing him. She was somewhere else entirely, somewhere he couldn't follow. The realization was a punch to the gut. He was inside her body, but he had never felt farther away from her. The friction of their bodies was just that—friction. There was no heat, no shared passion, only a desperate, one-sided claiming that felt more like a violation than an act of love.

His movements faltered. The anger and hurt from the morning, compounded by the jealousy from the afternoon, curdled into something cold and hard in his stomach. He pulled out of her abruptly. The slick sound of their separation was obscene in the silence. He rolled away, turning his back to her, leaving a chasm of cold air between them. He lay there, rigid, listening to the sound of her pulling her leggings back up. She didn't speak. She didn't touch him. The distance she had put between them was now a wall, and his possessiveness began to sharpen, honing itself into a weapon he didn't yet know how to wield.