My New Roommate Was Off-Limits, Until The Night The Power Went Out

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To escape the memory of a painful breakup, I moved in with a captivating ER doctor who I promised myself I wouldn't get involved with. But as our forced proximity blossoms into a deep connection, a city-wide blackout leaves us trapped in the dark with nothing but our unspoken feelings.

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Chapter 1

The Unpacked Box

The key felt foreign in your hand, its teeth sharp and new against your palm. It slid into the lock with a stiff grating sound and the tumblers gave way with a decisive click. You pushed the door open, and the first thing that hit you was the smell. It was the scent of a fresh start, sharp and clean—latex paint and the dry, dusty perfume of cardboard. It was a world away from the stale air of the apartment you’d just left, a place that had become thick with the ghosts of arguments and a love that had suffocated under its own weight.

Your life, or what was left of it, was stacked in brown boxes that formed a precarious mountain in the center of the living room. Beyond them, a woman stood by the large window, wiping her hands on a rag. She turned as the door opened, and your breath caught somewhere in your chest. The photos on the roommate listing hadn’t prepared you. They’d shown a pretty woman, smiling and competent. They hadn’t captured the way the afternoon light caught the warm, honeyed tones in her brown hair, or the startling clarity of her green eyes.

“You must be the one,” she said, her voice warm and a little tired. A smile spread across her face, crinkling the corners of her eyes. There was a small, almost perfect smudge of white paint on her left cheekbone.

“I am,” you managed, your own voice sounding thin in the echoing space. You stepped inside, letting the door swing shut behind you. “Clara?”

“The one and only.” She walked toward you, extending a hand that was clean despite the rag. Her grip was firm, her skin warm. “Welcome. Sorry about the mess. I was trying to touch up some scuffs before you got here. Got a little carried away.” She gestured vaguely at the walls, but her eyes stayed on yours. For a moment, you forgot about the boxes, the breakup, the gnawing uncertainty that had been your constant companion for weeks.

Then her phone buzzed from its place on the kitchen counter, a sharp, insistent sound that broke the spell. She glanced at it, and the easy smile tightened into something more professional, more urgent.

“Damn it. I have to go.” She pulled her hand back, and you felt the loss of its warmth. “I am so sorry to greet you and then run, but my shift starts in thirty and the ER waits for no one.” She was already moving, grabbing a set of keys and a worn messenger bag from a hook by the door. “Make yourself at home. Seriously. My room is the one at the end of the hall. Bathroom is obvious. The Wi-Fi password is on the fridge.”

She gave you one last, apologetic look. “We’ll talk properly later?”

“Of course,” you said to the closing door.

And then you were alone. The silence that rushed in to fill the space she’d occupied was immense, a physical weight that pressed in on you from all sides. It was just you, the smell of new paint, and a mountain of boxes that held a life you weren’t sure you wanted to unpack.

The sun set hours ago, painting the unfamiliar windows of your new room in shades of bruised purple and deep indigo before leaving you in the sterile glow of the overhead light. You’d managed to assemble your bed frame, a small victory, but the mattress was still leaning against the wall, and the room remained a fortress of cardboard. You sliced the tape on a box labeled “BEDSIDE,” the sound of the blade grating in the quiet. The task of creating a sanctuary felt monumental.

Inside, nestled between a stack of paperbacks and a tangle of charging cords, was a small, silver frame. Your fingers froze around it before you even fully registered what it was. You lifted it out. It was a photo from two summers ago—you and Sarah, squinting into the sun on a beach, her arm slung around your shoulders, both of you caught in a moment of unthinking, uncomplicated happiness. The salt-spray on her cheek, the specific shade of her smile. A sharp, cold thing twisted in your gut. This move was supposed to be about leaving that behind, but here she was, in a box, ready to be placed beside your bed as if nothing had changed.

With a choked sound, you yanked open the top drawer of the cheap nightstand you’d just put together and shoved the photo inside, face down. The sting was still so fresh, a raw wound that refused to scar over. You sank onto the edge of the bare box spring, the metal digging into your thighs. The silence of the apartment pressed in again, heavier this time, filled with doubt. Was this a mistake? Running away to a new city, a new apartment, a new roommate—it all felt less like a fresh start and more like an elaborate, expensive way to be lonely.

The sound of a key in the lock made you jump. A moment later, the front door clicked shut, followed by the soft thud of a bag hitting the floor and a weary sigh that seemed to carry the weight of a whole world. Footsteps padded toward the kitchen. Clara.

You stayed put for a minute, then pushed yourself up, your own thirst a convenient excuse to leave the suffocating confines of your room. You found her standing in the soft glow of the under-cabinet lighting, filling an electric kettle at the sink. She’d changed out of her work clothes and into a pair of worn gray sweatpants and a faded t-shirt, but the exhaustion was etched into her face. Her vibrant energy from the afternoon was gone, replaced by a profound weariness that seemed to pull at the corners of her eyes and mouth.

“Hey,” you said, your voice quiet.

She turned, a flicker of a smile touching her lips. “Hey. Sorry, didn't mean to wake you if you were sleeping.”

“No, just…unpacking.” You gestured vaguely back toward your room. You leaned against the doorframe, not wanting to intrude but not wanting to retreat back into your box-filled cave either. “Rough shift?”

“They’re all rough.” She set the kettle on its base and flicked the switch. The small click was loud in the silence. “This one was just…longer.” She didn’t elaborate, and you didn’t ask. Instead, she looked past you, at the stacks in the living room. “Did you find the Wi-Fi password okay?”

“Yeah, thanks. It’s on the fridge, just like you said.”

“Good.” The kettle began to hum. “Trash and recycling go out on Tuesday mornings. I usually take it down, but if you beat me to it, I won’t complain.”

“Okay. Tuesday. Got it.” You watched as she pulled a mug from the cabinet. “And utilities? Just let me know what I owe you for the first month.”

“I’ll print out a copy of the bills when they come in. We can just split them down the middle.” She dropped a tea bag into the mug. The conversation felt scripted, a necessary but hollow exchange between two strangers navigating a shared space. The water came to a boil, and she poured it, steam clouding the air between you.

She didn’t offer you any tea, and you didn’t ask. You just said goodnight and retreated back to your room, the brief, sterile exchange leaving you feeling even more isolated than before.

Sleep didn’t come easily. You ended up dragging the mattress off the box spring and onto the floor, hoping the change might trick your body into rest. You fell into a shallow, restless slumber filled with dreams of packing and unpacking the same box, the contents shifting each time—broken picture frames, keys that fit no locks, faded maps of cities you’d never visited.

You woke with a stiff back and the taste of stale air in your mouth. Morning light, gray and diffuse, filtered through the blinds, casting striped shadows across the cardboard towers that still held your life hostage. For a long, disoriented moment, you couldn’t place the ceiling, the angle of the light, the particular silence of the apartment. The feeling of being adrift was a physical ache, a hollowness in your chest. This wasn't home. It was just a room, a temporary holding cell between a past you’d fled and a future that felt terrifyingly blank.

The need for coffee was a primal urge, the one familiar ritual you could cling to. You pushed yourself up from the mattress, your joints protesting, and padded out of the room.

You stopped just inside the kitchen.

Something cut through the persistent smell of paint and cardboard—a sweet, heady fragrance that was completely out of place. It was rich and floral, a scent from a different world, a world of gardens and warm nights. Your eyes scanned the countertops, landing on a small water glass sitting next to the sink.

In it floated a single gardenia. Its petals were a creamy, flawless white, so perfect it almost didn't look real. Each waxy layer was unfurled in a delicate spiral, and a drop of water clung to the edge of a leaf like a tiny jewel. It was the source of the impossible fragrance, a small, living thing breathing life into the sterile space.

Propped against the glass was a folded piece of paper. A napkin. You picked it up, your fingers slightly clumsy. Unfolding it, you saw a few words written in a looping, hurried script, the kind of handwriting that belonged to someone busy but deliberate.

Thought the place could use some life. Welcome home.

You read the words twice. The last two, in particular. Welcome home. It wasn’t the obligatory, polite welcome from yesterday. This felt different. This was a gesture made when no one was looking, an act of quiet consideration. Clara must have left it this morning before she left, or perhaps last night after you’d gone to bed. She had come home from a soul-crushing shift, exhausted and drained, and had still taken a moment to do this. For you. A stranger who was just a name on a lease and a source for half the rent.

A strange warmth spread through your chest, loosening the tight knot of loneliness that had taken residence there. It was just a flower. It was just a note. But it was the first unsolicited kindness you’d received in a very long time. You lifted the glass, bringing the flower closer, and inhaled its deep, sweet perfume. It smelled like hope. You stood there for a long time in the quiet kitchen, the napkin in one hand and the flower in the other, feeling the first, fragile shift in the landscape of your new life.

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