The Next Chapter

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A burned-out executive returns to her small hometown to quickly sell her late grandmother's dilapidated bookstore, but her plans are complicated by her handsome childhood friend. As they restore the shop together, old memories and new sparks ignite, forcing her to choose between the career she thought she wanted and a second chance at love.

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Chapter 1

The Reluctant Return

The rental car’s GPS had cheerfully announced her arrival five minutes ago, but as far as Hannah Mitchell was concerned, she was arriving in the middle of nowhere. Cedar Falls, Colorado. The name itself sounded sleepy, a place for naps and dusty antiques. The jagged peaks of the Rockies, meant to be majestic, felt like a cage, walling her in. The silence was the worst part. It wasn't the peaceful quiet of a yoga retreat; it was a dead, unnerving stillness that made the ringing in her ears, a phantom souvenir from her last all-night marketing pitch, seem deafening.

Her knuckles were white on the leather-wrapped steering wheel. Every mile deeper into the mountains had felt like a step backward in time, away from the thrumming, intoxicating pulse of New York. Away from the life she had meticulously constructed, a life that was currently imploding in a spectacular, burnout-fueled flameout. A forced sabbatical, her boss had called it. A pink slip in disguise, she knew. And now this. A death. A will. An inheritance she wanted like a hole in the head.

Grandma Eleanor. The funeral two weeks ago had been a blur of casseroles and well-meaning, crinkle-faced strangers patting her hand and telling her what a ‘special woman’ Eleanor had been. Hannah had nodded and smiled her perfectly polished corporate smile, feeling nothing but the hollow ache of exhaustion and a simmering resentment for being dragged into this provincial drama. She loved her grandmother, or at least, she’d loved the idea of her—the kind, bookish woman who sent quirky postcards and smelled of lavender and paper. But this town, this life Eleanor had stubbornly clung to, felt like a personal affront to Hannah’s own ambitions.

She finally turned onto Main Street, if you could call it that. It was more of a suggestion of a street. A slow-moving pickup truck, its bed filled with hay bales and a grinning golden retriever, forced her to crawl at a pace that made her teeth ache. People on the sidewalks—actual people, just walking, not rushing—waved at the driver. He waved back. The sheer, unironic pleasantness of it all was nauseating.

Hannah pulled the sleek black sedan into a parking spot in front of a building labeled ‘Town Hall & Notary Public.’ It looked like a gingerbread house someone had taken far too seriously. She cut the engine, and the silence crashed in again, absolute this time. Her phone, for the first time in a decade, had no signal. No emails pinging, no Slack notifications, no urgent texts from her team. It was like a phantom limb. She felt its absence as a physical pang of anxiety.

Taking a deep, bracing breath of air that was offensively clean and crisp with the scent of pine, she checked her reflection in the rearview mirror. Her sharp, black blazer and silk shell top looked absurd here. Her makeup was a mask of urban armor. Good. She needed armor. The plan was simple: meet the lawyer, get the keys, sign whatever was necessary to list the property with a realtor, and be on the first flight out of Denver by the weekend. Fast, efficient, clean. No lingering. No getting bogged down in memories or, God forbid, feelings. She was here to liquidate an asset, not take a nostalgic trip down memory lane. With a final, steely glance at the impossibly blue sky, Hannah Mitchell opened the car door and stepped into the town she had spent the last fifteen years trying to forget.

The lawyer’s office was, predictably, right next to the town hall. But as Hannah’s heels clicked with sharp, alien taps on the cracked sidewalk, her eyes were drawn two doors down. A faded, swinging sign, shaped like an open book, creaked softly in the breeze. The gold-leaf lettering was flaking away, but the words were still legible: The Reading Nook.

A cold knot formed in her stomach. She hadn't expected it to be right here, on the main drag, a public monument to her grandmother's slow decline. From a distance, it might have possessed a certain rustic charm. Up close, it was just sad. The deep forest-green paint on the window frames was peeling in long, curling strips, revealing the sun-bleached wood beneath. The large bay window, which she vaguely remembered being filled with festive displays and new releases, was now grimy with a film of dust, the glass so cloudy it was nearly opaque. A few sun-faded paperbacks with curled covers were propped up inside, looking less like an invitation and more like an afterthought. A notice for a bake sale from two years ago was still taped to the door.

This wasn't a charming, quirky small-town bookstore. This was a fire hazard. A money pit. A tangible representation of everything she’d run from: stagnation, neglect, the slow surrender to time. Her resolve, already firm, hardened into granite. Sell. Sell it fast. Raze it to the ground for all she cared.

The lawyer, a man whose jowls seemed to be in a race to his collar, was efficient enough. He droned on about probate and titles, his voice a monotonous buzz that Hannah tuned out, nodding at what she hoped were the appropriate intervals. She left his office twenty minutes later with a thick manila envelope and a single, ornate iron key that felt heavy and ancient in her palm.

Instead of getting back in her car, she found herself walking back toward the bookstore, drawn by a morbid curiosity. The key slid into the lock with a grating shriek of metal on metal, the sound echoing in the quiet street. She had to put her shoulder into the heavy wooden door to get it to budge, and when it finally groaned open, a wave of stale air washed over her. It was the smell of decay, not of death, but of life left untended—the scent of dust mites, silverfish, and the slow, inexorable rot of paper.

The interior was even worse than she’d imagined. It was chaos. Books weren’t just on the shelves; they were stacked in teetering pillars on the floor, spilling from cardboard boxes, crammed into every available corner. The air was thick with floating dust motes, illuminated like tiny galaxies in the slivers of light that managed to pierce the grimy windows. A fine layer of grey grit covered every surface. In the center of the room, a threadbare armchair, Eleanor’s reading chair, was half-buried under a landslide of magazines and mail.

Hannah stood frozen in the doorway, the key still in her hand. This wasn't a business; it was a hoarder's den disguised as a bookstore. The sheer scale of the cleanup, the sorting, the sheer work involved, made her feel physically ill. Her clean, minimalist New York apartment, with its stark white walls and precise, uncluttered surfaces, felt a million miles away. This was a nightmare. All her frustration, her grief-tinged anger, and her bone-deep exhaustion coalesced into a single, sharp point of clarity. She wasn't just going to sell this place. She was going to eradicate it from her life. She took a tentative step inside, her expensive leather boot crunching on something on the floor, and surveyed the wreckage that was her inheritance.

“Jesus,” she muttered, the single word a small, sharp puff of air in the thick silence. She nudged a precarious stack of paperbacks with the toe of her boot, and the whole column swayed like a drunk before collapsing in a soft, papery sigh across the floorboards. The dust it kicked up made her nose itch. This was impossible. She’d need a hazmat team and a dumpster, maybe two. Her perfectly structured plan to list the property by Friday was dissolving into a fantasy.

“Figured I might find you in here.”

The voice, a low, warm rumble from the doorway, made her jump and spin around, her heart hammering against her ribs. A man was standing there, silhouetted against the bright afternoon sun, his broad frame filling the entrance. For a split second, her city-honed instincts screamed threat, but as her eyes adjusted, the silhouette resolved into a face she hadn't seen outside of old photographs in fifteen years.

It was Ethan Cooper, but the lanky, slightly awkward boy she’d left behind had been completely replaced by the man in front of her. He was tall, with the easy, grounded stance of someone comfortable in his own skin. A worn blue flannel shirt was open over a plain grey t-shirt that stretched across a solid chest, and the sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, revealing strong, tanned forearms dusted with fine, sun-bleached hair. His jeans were faded and softened with wear, hugging muscular thighs and ending in a pair of scuffed work boots.

But it was his face that held her. The boyish freckles were gone, but the kindness in his eyes was the same—a warm, steady hazel that seemed to see right through the expensive, defensive shell she’d so carefully constructed. His hair was a little longer, a dark brown that curled slightly at the collar, and there were faint lines around his eyes and mouth that hadn’t been there before. They were laugh lines. Life had been good to him. The realization landed with a strange, unwelcome pang in her chest.

“Ethan?” The name felt foreign on her tongue.

A slow smile spread across his face, crinkling the corners of those hazel eyes. “In the flesh. I saw the door was open. Welcome home, Han.”

Home. The word was so casually offered, so genuine, that it caught her completely off guard. No one had called her Han in years. The warmth in his greeting was a physical thing, a stark contrast to the stale, neglected air of the bookstore. It seeped past her defenses before she could reinforce them.

“I’m… I’m not home,” she corrected, her voice coming out sharper than she intended. “I’m just here to… settle the estate.”

His smile didn’t falter, but a flicker of understanding—or maybe pity—passed through his eyes. “Right. Of course.” He took a step inside, his presence seeming to shrink the cluttered room even further. “I was so sorry to hear about Eleanor. The whole town was. She was…” He paused, looking around the disastrous shop with an expression of fond sadness. “She was the heart of this place for a long time.”

His sincerity was disarming. The condolences she’d received at the funeral had been a blur of platitudes, but Ethan’s felt different. Real. It made the carefully constructed wall around her emotions feel brittle.

“Thank you,” she managed, crossing her arms over her chest in a defensive posture. “As you can see, she, uh, left quite a project behind.” She gestured vaguely at the chaos, the sweep of her arm meant to convey a sense of hopeless, business-like assessment.

Ethan’s gaze followed hers, but there was no judgment in it, only a quiet empathy that pricked at her conscience. “Yeah,” he said softly. “She loved her books. Every single one.” His eyes met hers again, and for a moment, the fifteen years between them vanished. She was a girl with scraped knees and a head full of dreams, and he was the quiet, steady boy who always knew how to make her laugh. The memory was so vivid, so unwelcome, it felt like a punch to the gut. She had no time for this, no room for him.

She forced a brittle, professional smile. “It’s a project, all right. A teardown, most likely.” The words were cruel, a deliberate jab meant to push him away, to sever the sentimental connection he clearly still felt for the place—and for her grandmother.

Ethan’s smile tightened just a fraction, the only sign her barb had landed. “I don’t know about that. The bones of this place are solid. Your grandmother always said it had good bones.” He took another step inside, his boots making a soft, crunching sound on the debris-strewn floor. He gestured toward a towering, precariously leaning bookshelf in the back corner, a behemoth of dark wood groaning under the weight of hundreds of hardcovers. “That one, for instance. I helped her put it together. It’s solid oak. Just needs to be cleared off and re-anchored. I could come by after work tomorrow, give you a hand. We could get these main pathways cleared in a few hours.”

The offer was so simple, so practical, so Ethan. It was also the last thing she wanted. Accepting his help would be an admission that she couldn't do this alone. It would be an invitation, a crack in the wall she’d spent fifteen years building. It would be a link to a past she was determined to pave over.

“That’s a very kind offer, Ethan, but it’s not necessary,” she said, her tone clipped and final. “I’m hiring a professional cleaning and removal service. They’ll handle it.”

The lie was slick and easy, a product of years spent managing difficult clients and massaging unpleasant truths in the corporate world. It should have ended the conversation. But Ethan just stood there, his hazel eyes studying her with an unnerving stillness. He wasn't buying it.

“A service? In Cedar Falls?” He gave a small, disbelieving huff of a laugh. “Han, the closest thing we have to that is two guys with a pickup truck, and they’re booked solid hauling firewood until the first snow. Just let me help.”

“I can handle it myself,” she insisted, the words coming out sharper this time. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides. Why wasn't he leaving? Why was he looking at her like that, as if he could see the scared, overwhelmed girl hiding behind the tailored blazer and the sharp tongue?

“I know you can,” he said, his voice softening, which was somehow worse than if he’d argued. “You were always the most capable person I knew. But you don’t have to.”

His gentleness was a threat. It chipped away at her resolve, reminding her of long summer afternoons and shared secrets, of a time when leaning on someone else hadn't felt like a weakness. She couldn't afford that. Not now.

“Look, I appreciate the offer. Really,” she said, forcing a note of polite finality into her voice. “But I work better alone. I just need to make a plan, get organized. This is… a business transaction for me. That’s all.”

She saw the exact moment he gave up, the subtle shift in his posture as he accepted her wall for what it was. A flicker of disappointment, or maybe hurt, crossed his face before being replaced by a mask of friendly resignation. He took a half-step back, putting a more comfortable distance between them.

“Alright, Hannah,” he said, and the switch from ‘Han’ to her full name was as loud as a slamming door. “I get it. You’re busy.” He gestured toward the door. “Well, the offer stands. If your ‘service’ falls through, or you just need an extra pair of hands for the heavy stuff, you know where to find me. The clinic’s still next to the diner.”

He gave her one last, long look, his gaze sweeping over her face as if trying to commit it to memory, before turning and walking out of the bookstore. He didn't look back.

The square of bright sunlight in the doorway vanished as he moved out of the frame, plunging the store back into its dusty gloom. Hannah stood frozen, her own harsh words echoing in the sudden, profound silence. She was alone, just as she’d wanted. But the relief she expected didn’t come. Instead, a hollow ache spread through her chest. The air, which had felt charged and alive with his presence, was now just stale and heavy again. She looked at the mountains of books, the layers of grime, the overwhelming chaos of it all. Her inheritance. Her project. Her mess to clean up, all by herself.

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Chapter 2

Dust and Memories

For a long moment after he left, Hannah stood perfectly still, listening to the silence settle back into the room. It felt heavier now, weighted down by her own dismissive words. The brisk, efficient energy she’d tried to project had evaporated, leaving behind a familiar, bone-deep exhaustion. She was alone. It was what she’d insisted on. So why did it feel like a punishment?

With a sigh that seemed to stir up a fresh cloud of dust, she forced herself to move. A plan. She needed a plan. This was just a project, a logistical problem to be solved. She pulled her phone from her pocket, her thumb hovering over the notes app where she managed her entire life in neat, bulleted lists. Task 1: Clear out trash. Task 2: Box books for donation. Task 3: Find important documents. It seemed so simple on the screen.

She started with a stack of old newspapers near the door, their edges yellowed and brittle. As she lifted the pile, the paper disintegrated in her hands, showering her designer jeans with musty confetti. Beneath them was a half-eaten, fossilized muffin on a plate. It was hopeless. Every surface was a graveyard of good intentions—piles of books to be shelved, stacks of mail to be opened, a mug with a dried teabag still clinging to the side. This wasn’t a matter of simple cleaning; it was an archeological dig through the last decade of her grandmother’s life.

Frustration clawed at her throat. She abandoned the newspapers and zeroed in on the old oak counter, figuring it was the nerve center of the operation. If there was any paperwork—a will, a deed, bank statements—it would be here. The surface was a landscape of clutter. A chipped ceramic mug filled with pens, a tarnished silver letter opener, a pair of reading glasses with one arm taped together. She ran her finger over the dusty lenses, a phantom image of her grandmother, head bent over a book, flashing through her mind. Hannah shook it away, annoyed by the sudden prick of emotion.

She began sorting through the drawers. The first was filled with junk: rubber bands, paper clips, dried-up highlighters, and a tangle of charging cables for phones that hadn't been made in years. The second held stacks of receipts, invoices for book orders, and utility bills, all jumbled together. Progress. She started to sort them into neat piles, the familiar, methodical task soothing her frayed nerves.

It was in the bottom drawer, tucked beneath a stack of old seed catalogs and a faded photo of a much younger Hannah grinning from a tire swing, that she found them. Not a file folder, but a stack of five cloth-bound books, each a different, muted color: forest green, navy blue, dusty rose, dove grey, and a deep, wine-red. They weren’t printed books for sale; they were journals. Her grandmother’s journals.

Her breath caught. Her first instinct was to slam the drawer shut. It felt like a violation, a line she shouldn’t cross. These were private thoughts, not part of the estate to be liquidated. But her hand lingered on the worn fabric cover of the top journal, the green one. The spine was soft, the corners frayed from use. This was a piece of her grandmother she’d never known. The woman who wrote letters and baked cookies, who always smelled faintly of paper and lavender, had a secret life in these pages.

The professional, detached mask she wore for the world began to crack. This wasn’t about business anymore. She pulled the green journal from the drawer, its weight solid and real in her hands. Dust motes danced in the slivers of light cutting through the grimy windows. She sank onto the creaking stool behind the counter, the piles of paperwork forgotten. With a deep, hesitant breath, she opened the book to the first page. The handwriting was elegant, familiar, a looping cursive that filled the page. The date at the top was from just after Hannah had left for college. Her heart gave a painful throb. This was where it began.

September 14th. Hannah called tonight. She sounds tired, but she’s doing so well. A promotion. I told her I was proud, and I am. So fiercely proud it feels like my heart might burst. But I wish she’d told me more than just the good news. I asked her if she was happy, and she got quiet. Changed the subject. Sometimes I feel like she’s a thousand miles away, and not just on a map.

Hannah’s fingers tightened on the edge of the book. She remembered that call. She’d been standing on a crowded subway platform, shouting over the screech of the train, desperate to end the conversation and get back to the office for a late-night strategy session. She hadn’t even registered the question about being happy.

She flipped through the pages, her eyes scanning the entries. They weren’t a record of grand events, but a catalog of small, cherished moments.

October 2nd. The first frost today. The mountains looked like they’d been dusted with sugar. I put the kettle on for anyone coming in from the cold. Ethan stopped by—that boy has grown into such a good man. He re-stocked my firewood box without even being asked. Said he was worried my old bones would get chilled. I sent him home with a lemon meringue pie for his trouble. He has his father’s smile.

November 19th. A slow day, but a lovely one. Little Maya Peterson spent an hour in the children’s corner, reading to a stuffed bear. Her mother said it’s the only place she’ll sit still. This store is more than a business. It’s a quiet place in a loud world. It’s a sanctuary.

Page after page, her grandmother’s world unfolded. A world of quiet satisfaction, deep community ties, and a profound love for this building and the people who passed through it. It was a life lived on a scale Hannah could barely comprehend. Her own life was measured in market shares, campaign metrics, and quarterly reports. Her grandmother’s was measured in cups of tea shared, firewood stacked, and children discovering a love for reading.

A thick, hot shame washed over her. She’d seen this place as a burden, a failure, a mess to be liquidated. To her grandmother, it had been a life’s work. A legacy. Hannah had flown in for Christmases and the occasional summer weekend, breezing through town with stories of New York, never once asking about the soul of this place. She’d accepted the pies and the hand-knitted scarves without ever considering the life they came from.

She turned a page and a photograph slipped out, landing on the counter. It was of her and Ethan, probably around seventeen. They were sitting on the hood of his old, beat-up truck, sharing a soda, their heads close together as they laughed at something. Hannah’s hair was long and wild, and she was looking at him with an open, unguarded adoration that made her stomach clench now. Tucked beneath the photo was a final entry on the page.

July 8th. Hannah leaves for New York in a month. I watch her with Ethan and I see the future I always hoped for her. A life filled with real, honest love, rooted in a place that will hold her safe. But she has stars in her eyes, and they aren’t the ones we see from the porch at night. She wants a bigger world. I pray she finds what she’s looking for. And I pray that if she doesn’t, she remembers the way home.

A tear she hadn’t realized was forming dripped onto the page, smearing the ink. The carefully constructed walls of her professional life, her brisk efficiency, her detached plan—they were crumbling. This wasn't just a building full of dusty books. It was a love letter. It was her grandmother’s heart, bound in cloth and ink. And she was planning to sell it to the highest bidder. The guilt was a physical weight, settling deep in her chest, making it hard to breathe.

The sharp, cheerful jingle of the bell above the door cut through the dusty silence, making Hannah jump. She slammed the journal shut as if she’d been caught doing something illicit, her heart hammering against her ribs. She hastily wiped at her wet cheeks with the back of her hand, trying to compose herself before whoever it was saw her crying.

Ethan pushed the door open, a cardboard drink carrier in one hand and a brown paper bag in the other. He stopped just inside, his easy smile faltering as he took in the scene. He saw the streaks on her dusty face, the redness rimming her eyes, the rigid set of her shoulders. He didn't comment on it, didn't ask if she was okay. He simply closed the door behind him, the bell offering another, softer jingle, and walked toward the counter.

“I know what you said,” he started, his voice low and steady, “but my momma taught me it’s a sin to let a person starve, even a stubborn one.”

He placed his offerings on the one clear spot on the counter she’d made. The rich, dark scent of fresh coffee filled the air, cutting through the mustiness. Hannah’s stomach grumbled in betrayal. She hadn’t realized how hungry she was.

“You didn’t have to do that,” she said, her voice sounding thick and unused. She shoved the journal aside, trying to hide it behind a stack of invoices.

“I know.” He pulled two steaming cups from the carrier and a pair of sandwiches wrapped in wax paper from the bag. “Turkey and provolone on rye from the deli. Your old favorite.”

Of course, he remembered. The thought sent another confusing wave of emotion through her—part irritation at being so transparently cared for, part a deep, aching gratitude. He pushed a cup and a sandwich toward her. His fingers were long and capable, clean but with faint lines of dirt etched around the nails that soap couldn't quite reach. The hands of a man who worked.

She stared at the food, her throat tight. “Ethan, I’m fine. I just need to focus and get this done.”

“You can’t focus on an empty stomach.” He unwrapped his own sandwich and took a bite, watching her. There was no judgment in his gaze, only a quiet, patient insistence. “Just ten minutes, Hannah. The dust will still be here when you’re done, I promise.”

Defeated, she finally gave a small nod. Her hands trembled slightly as she unwrapped the sandwich. The bread was fresh, the turkey piled high. It was the most appealing thing she’d seen in days. She took a sip of the coffee. It was hot, strong, and exactly what she needed, chasing away some of the chill that had settled in her bones.

They ate in silence for a few moments. It wasn't awkward, but filled with the unspoken things hanging in the air between them: her grief, her guilt, his concern. He finished his first half of the sandwich and leaned his hip against the counter, crossing his arms over his broad chest. The worn fabric of his flannel shirt stretched taut, outlining the muscles of his shoulders and arms. He was bigger than she remembered from their teenage years, broader and more solid. A man, fully grown.

“This place is a lot,” he said, his voice still gentle. He wasn't talking about the mess. He was talking about the weight of it all, the memories. He knew.

Hannah could only nod, taking another bite of her sandwich to keep from having to speak. A single tear escaped and traced a clean path through the grime on her cheek. Before she could wipe it away, Ethan reached out. His movements were slow, deliberate, giving her time to pull back. She didn't. His thumb, warm and slightly calloused, brushed against her skin, gently wiping the moisture away.

The touch was electric. A current shot from her cheek straight down to her core, making the muscles low in her belly tighten. It was a simple, comforting gesture, but it felt intensely intimate. Her breath caught in her throat. She could feel the heat of his body, smell the faint, clean scent of his soap mixed with coffee and the cold mountain air clinging to his clothes. Her eyes locked with his. The blue of his irises was deep and serious, and for a heartbeat, she saw something there—a flash of heat, a raw hunger that mirrored the sudden, unexpected pull she felt toward him. He held her gaze for a long moment before letting his hand drop, the air crackling with the sudden loss of contact.

Ethan cleared his throat and took a step back, putting a tangible distance between them. The spell was broken, but the air still felt charged. He shoved his hands into the pockets of his jeans and looked around the room, his gaze landing on a towering, dark wood bookshelf crammed into a corner.

“That one always drove your grandmother crazy,” he said, his voice a little rougher than before. “She said it blocked the best of the afternoon light. We always talked about moving it to the back wall, but never got around to it.”

Hannah looked at the imposing piece of furniture. It was massive, loaded down with heavy-looking hardcovers. “I’d have to empty it first. That would take all day.”

“Not necessarily.” He walked over to it and gave it a solid push. It didn’t budge, but the floorboards beneath it groaned in protest. “It’s heavy, but if we slide it, we can do it with the books still on. Just need to get some old blankets underneath to protect the floor.”

Before she could protest, he was gone, jogging out to his truck. Hannah stood frozen for a moment, her cheek still tingling where he’d touched her. This was his way. He saw a problem and fixed it, whether it was a person who needed food or a bookshelf in the wrong spot. He returned a moment later with two thick, worn moving blankets, the scent of hay and his dog clinging to them.

“Okay,” he said, all business now. “We’ll tip it forward, just enough for you to kick these under the front feet. Ready?”

Hannah nodded, finishing her coffee and setting the cup down. She moved to the side of the bookshelf, placing her hands on the cool, dusty wood. Ethan stood on the other side, his body obscuring hers from the front door.

“On three,” he instructed. “One… two… three.”

He grunted with the effort, his entire body tensing as he pulled the top of the heavy shelf toward him. The muscles in his back and shoulders strained against the fabric of his flannel shirt, a powerful display of controlled strength. Hannah quickly kicked the blankets into place.

“Got it,” she said, her voice a little breathless.

“Alright, let it back easy.”

They lowered it gently, the front feet now resting on the padded blankets. “Now the fun part,” he said, a grin touching his lips. “We push.”

They positioned themselves side-by-side, their shoulders pressed together. The space was tight, and Hannah was overwhelmingly aware of him. The solid wall of his body, the heat radiating from him, the clean scent of his skin beneath the flannel. She put her hands on the wood and pushed. Beside her, she felt Ethan dig in, his boots gripping the floor as he put his entire weight into the effort.

Slowly, agonizingly, the bookshelf began to scrape across the floor. They moved it an inch, then another. Hannah’s arms started to burn.

“It’s… moving,” she gasped out.

“Told you,” he grunted, his breathing heavy next to her ear.

They got it halfway across the room when one of the back legs caught on a warped floorboard. The entire unit jolted to a halt, groaning like a dying beast. They both pushed harder, their faces flushed with exertion.

“Come on, you stubborn son of a…” Ethan muttered, giving it a final, mighty shove.

The bookshelf didn’t move. Instead, a thick, leather-bound copy of Moby Dick vibrated off the top shelf and landed squarely on his head with a dull thud.

He swore, stumbling back and rubbing his scalp. “Ahab finally got me.”

For a second, Hannah was just stunned. Then, a bubble of laughter escaped her. It started small, a choked giggle, but seeing the look of genuine surprise on his face, a dusting of plaster in his dark hair, it erupted into a full, peeling laugh. It was a sound she hadn’t heard from herself in years—unrestrained and genuine.

Ethan looked at her, his initial annoyance melting away as he watched her. A slow grin spread across his face, and then he was laughing too. A deep, warm sound that filled the entire dusty room.

The tension of the last few days, the grief, the guilt, the confusing spark of attraction—it all dissolved in that shared moment of absurdity. They were just Hannah and Ethan, covered in dust, defeated by a piece of furniture and a very large book. Her sides ached and tears of mirth streamed down her cheeks, mingling with the dust. It felt cleansing. It felt like coming up for air. It felt, she realized with a pang in her chest, like being home.

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Chapter 3

Community and Coffee

The laughter faded slowly, leaving a comfortable quiet in its wake. Hannah’s chest felt light for the first time since she’d arrived. She looked at Ethan, who was still smiling as he brushed the plaster dust from his dark hair.

“Alright,” he said, his voice still warm with amusement. “I concede. The bookshelf wins this round. But we’ll get it.”

“We?” The word slipped out before she could stop it.

His smile didn’t falter. “Yeah, we. You didn’t think I was going to leave you to wrestle this beast on your own, did you?” He gestured around the chaotic room. “This is a two-person job. At least.”

Before she could formulate another protest, he changed the subject. “Speaking of getting out of this dust cloud, the Founder’s Day picnic is tomorrow afternoon down at the park.”

Hannah’s newfound ease vanished. She immediately tensed, crossing her arms over her chest. “Oh. Right. I’d forgotten about that.”

“You should come,” he said. It wasn’t a question. “Get some fresh air. Eat some food that isn’t a sympathy sandwich.”

“I can’t. I have too much to do here.” The excuse sounded weak even to her own ears. The truth was, the thought of being surrounded by the entire town, of facing their pitying looks and endless questions about her grandmother, was suffocating. She wasn't Cedar Falls Hannah anymore. She was a stranger here now, wearing her grandmother’s ghost like an ill-fitting coat.

“Hannah.” Ethan’s voice was low and serious, cutting through her defenses. “It’s one afternoon. The dust and the books will be here when you get back. Your grandmother loved the picnic. She always entered her rosewater cookies in the baking contest.”

The mention of her grandmother’s cookies sent a sharp pang through her chest. She remembered the taste, the delicate floral scent. She remembered sitting on a checkered blanket as a little girl, her fingers sticky, while her grandmother beamed.

“I don’t think so, Ethan,” she said, her voice tight. “I wouldn’t know anyone.”

“You’ll know me,” he said simply. He took a step closer, and she had to tilt her head back slightly to meet his gaze. “Please. For me. I don’t want to be the only person there who has to make small talk with Mayor Thompson about his prize-winning petunias.”

A reluctant smile touched her lips. He was making it impossible to say no, framing it as if she were doing him a favor. It was clever. It was… Ethan.

“Fine,” she relented, the word feeling like a surrender. “But I’m not staying long.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” he said, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He knew he’d won.

The next day, under a brilliant, cloudless Colorado sky, Hannah felt a familiar knot of anxiety tighten in her stomach. The town park was exactly as she remembered, only more so. It overflowed with people, a vibrant patchwork of checkered blankets and folding chairs spread across the manicured lawn. The air smelled of freshly cut grass, barbecue smoke, and sunscreen. Children shrieked with laughter as they chased each other through a sprinkler, and a local bluegrass band played on a makeshift stage near the gazebo.

It was the platonic ideal of small-town charm, and it made her skin crawl.

She stood at the edge of the grass, feeling conspicuous and out of place in her simple black jeans and gray t-shirt. Everyone else seemed to be in sundresses or brightly colored polo shirts. They moved in easy, familiar orbits, calling out greetings, hugging, sharing Tupperware containers of potato salad. It was an intricate dance of community, and she had forgotten all the steps.

“Ready?” Ethan asked from beside her. He looked completely at home in a faded blue t-shirt that stretched across his chest and a pair of worn jeans. He carried a folded blanket under one arm.

“As I’ll ever be,” she muttered, shoving her hands into her pockets.

As they walked further into the throng, she felt eyes on her. They weren’t unkind—they were curious, friendly even—but each glance felt like a spotlight. She saw whispers behind hands, pointed fingers followed by smiles and small waves in her direction. That’s Eleanor’s granddaughter. The one from New York. The words were unspoken but she heard them all the same. She was an oddity, a ghost from the town’s past suddenly made flesh. Her world in the city was built on the comfortable armor of anonymity. Here, she was stripped bare, known and seen, and she felt an overwhelming urge to run back to the dusty solitude of the bookstore.

Ethan’s hand found the small of her back, a firm, warm pressure that was both grounding and startlingly intimate. “Just stick with me,” he murmured, his voice low and meant only for her. “I’ll run interference.”

His touch was an anchor in the swirling sea of faces. It sent a low hum of heat through the thin fabric of her t-shirt, spreading across her skin. She took a shaky breath and gave him a small, grateful nod. He guided her toward a less crowded area near the towering oak tree she remembered from her childhood, his body a solid shield between her and the curious stares.

They’d barely taken ten steps when a woman with a kind, wrinkled face and a cascade of silver hair hurried toward them. “Ethan Cooper, is that really you I see neglecting my prize-winning petunias?”

Ethan’s laugh was effortless. “Mayor Thompson, I was just telling Hannah how I live in fear of your judgment.” He turned slightly, his hand never leaving her back. “You remember Eleanor’s granddaughter, Hannah Mitchell.”

Mayor Thompson’s eyes, a bright, intelligent blue, softened with recognition. “Hannah. My goodness. The last time I saw you, you were trying to climb this very tree to rescue a kite. You were a determined little thing.” A shadow of sadness crossed her face. “I was so sorry to hear about Eleanor. She was the heart of this town.”

Hannah’s throat tightened. “Thank you. She… she loved it here.”

“We loved her,” the mayor said simply. “It’s good to have you back, dear. Even for a little while.”

Before Hannah had to figure out how to respond to that, Ethan smoothly interjected. “Hannah’s been working miracles at the bookstore. You should see it.” He was deflecting the pity, turning the conversation from grief to progress. He was protecting her.

As the mayor moved on to greet someone else, a man in a volunteer firefighter polo shirt clapped Ethan on the shoulder. “Coop! Heard you pulled the Miller’s cat out of a storm drain yesterday. Kid was hysterical until you showed up.”

“He just wanted a warm place to nap,” Ethan said with a shrug, but his eyes held a quiet pride. He introduced the man as Dave, someone they’d gone to high school with. Dave gave Hannah a friendly nod. “Heard you were back in town. Sucks about your grandma. She was a great lady. Ethan here talks about you sometimes.”

Hannah’s head snapped toward Ethan, her eyebrows raised. A faint flush crept up his neck, but he just smiled at his friend. “Only the embarrassing stories, don’t worry.”

Dave laughed and moved on, and Ethan finally led her to a clear patch of grass beneath the oak’s sprawling branches. He spread the blanket and they sat, a small island of calm amidst the cheerful chaos. With every person they’d met, Ethan had been the bridge. He hadn’t just introduced her; he’d contextualized her, placing her back into the town’s narrative not as a tragic figure or a big-city interloper, but simply as Hannah. His stories, his easy camaraderie, his undeniable place in the fabric of this community—it was all on display. He wasn’t just a part of Cedar Falls; in many ways, he was its pulse. She watched him now as he leaned back on his elbows, talking about the time Dave got his truck stuck in the mud behind the high school, and she felt a slow, unfamiliar warmth spread through her. It wasn’t just from his hand on her back anymore. It was the startling realization that this man, this boy she’d left behind, had built a life so rich and full of connection it made her own world of glass towers and fleeting successes feel hollow and cold in comparison.

He settled back onto the blanket beside her, the fabric shifting with his weight, and for a moment their thighs brushed. The contact was brief, insignificant, but a current of heat shot straight through her jeans. She shifted away slightly, unnerved by her own reaction.

“Sorry about that,” he said, nodding toward the people he’d been talking to. “Everyone’s just… curious.”

“It’s fine,” she said, but her gaze was drawn past him, across the park. She was watching the way he existed here, the effortless way he fit. He wasn't just another face in the crowd; he was woven into its very center.

A sudden commotion near the barbecue pits drew her attention. A big, clumsy golden retriever, having slipped its leash, was making a gleeful, slobbering beeline for a table laden with burgers. Its owner, a flustered woman in a floral dress, called its name with increasing panic.

Before Hannah could even process the chaos, Ethan was on his feet. He didn't run or shout. He moved with an unhurried purpose that cut through the mild hysteria. “Buddy!” he called out, his voice calm but carrying an undeniable authority that made the dog’s ears prick up. It skidded to a halt, its tail still wagging furiously.

Ethan crouched down, extending a hand, palm open. He murmured something low and soothing, and the dog, abandoning all thoughts of stolen burgers, trotted right to him, nudging its head into his hand. Hannah watched, completely captivated. She saw the strength in his back and shoulders as he knelt, the gentle, sure way his fingers scratched behind the dog's ears. He clipped the leash back onto the collar and handed it to the profusely grateful owner, offering a quiet word and a reassuring smile that instantly eased the woman’s frantic energy.

He returned to the blanket and dropped down beside her as if he’d done nothing more than tie his shoe.

“You’re like the dog whisperer,” she said, the words coming out sounding more impressed than she’d intended.

He gave a small shrug, his eyes crinkling. “They’re easier than people. Their motives are usually pretty simple: food, naps, or belly rubs.”

Just then, a child’s sharp cry pierced the air, followed by a panicked, “Oh, sweetie!” A little boy, no older than four, had tripped over a tent stake and gone down hard on the gravel path.

Again, Ethan was moving. He reached the crying child and his distraught mother in a few long strides, kneeling in the dirt without hesitation. “Hey there, champ. That was a nasty spill. Can I see?”

His voice was a low rumble of pure calm. Hannah watched as he gently took the boy’s small hands, examining the scraped and bleeding palms. The mother hovered, wringing her hands, but Ethan’s steady presence seemed to soothe her as much as it did her son. He pulled a small, well-stocked first-aid kit from a pouch on his belt—of course he had one—and began cleaning the scrapes with an antiseptic wipe.

“What’s your name?” Ethan asked, his movements economical and sure.

“Leo,” the boy sniffled, his tears slowing.

“Leo. That’s a strong name. You know, you took that fall like a superhero. Who’s your favorite?”

“Iron Man,” Leo mumbled, watching as Ethan carefully applied two brightly colored bandages.

“Good choice,” Ethan said, his expression serious. “He’s tough, just like you.” He gave the boy’s shoulder a little squeeze, and then looked up at the mother. “He’ll be fine. Just keep it clean.”

The mother couldn’t thank him enough. As Ethan walked back to their blanket, Hannah saw him in a completely new light. The lanky, sometimes awkward boy she remembered was gone. In his place was this man—capable, compassionate, and utterly self-assured. He was the person everyone turned to, the one who knew what to do when things went wrong. The quiet strength she saw in him was more compelling than any tailored suit or corner office she’d ever encountered in New York. It was real. It was essential.

He sat down, and this time she didn’t pull away when their knees brushed. She looked at his hands—the same hands that had just soothed a crying child—and noticed they were strong and clean, with neatly trimmed nails and a light dusting of dark hair across the knuckles. She felt a sudden, sharp spike of attraction that was so intense it made her breath catch. It wasn’t about the past, or friendship, or nostalgia. It was about the man sitting right next to her, in the fading afternoon light, who was everything she hadn’t even known she was missing.

The picnic began to thin out as the sun dipped below the mountains, painting the sky in deep shades of orange and purple. People packed up their blankets and stray potluck dishes, calling out goodbyes that echoed in the cooling air.

“Ready to head back?” Ethan’s voice was low beside her, and she turned to find him watching her, his expression unreadable in the twilight.

“Yeah,” she said, suddenly feeling the emotional exhaustion of the day. “I think so.”

He folded their blanket with a few efficient snaps of his wrists, and they started the walk back toward the town’s main street. The evening was quiet, the only sounds the distant chirping of crickets and the soft scuff of their shoes on the pavement. Streetlights flickered on one by one, casting pools of warm, yellow light ahead of them. The air smelled of cut grass and pine.

He walked close enough that she could feel the warmth radiating from his body, a steady, comforting heat in the evening chill. She was hyper-aware of him, of the way his arm brushed against hers with every other step. Each brief point of contact sent a little shock through her system, a quiet alarm that had nothing to do with danger and everything to do with want.

“You seemed quiet back there, after the… incidents,” he said, breaking the comfortable silence.

“Just observing,” she replied, which was true. “You’re good at that. The calming people down thing.”

He was silent for a moment. “I guess you see enough things go wrong, you learn how to be the person who doesn’t fall apart.” He glanced at her. “It’s not so different from what you do, is it? Managing chaos, finding solutions.”

She almost laughed. The chaos she managed involved marketing campaigns and demanding clients, not scraped knees and panicked pet owners. “My kind of chaos comes with a much bigger paycheck and a lot less personal satisfaction.” The admission was out before she could stop it.

They reached the corner where the bookstore stood, dark and silent. It looked less like a burden now and more like a sleeping giant. In the dim light, she could almost imagine the windows lit up, people milling about inside.

Ethan stopped, turning to face her on the sidewalk. “I was thinking about the store today,” he said, his gaze shifting from her face to the building behind her. “And about your grandmother.”

Hannah’s defenses went up instinctively. “Ethan, I appreciate all your help, but my plan hasn’t changed.”

“I know,” he said, holding up a hand, his tone gentle. “That’s not what I mean. I just remember how much she loved this place. It wasn’t just a business to her. It was her contribution, her way of building something for the town.” He looked back at her, his eyes dark and serious. “Fixing it up… it doesn’t have to just be about getting it ready to sell.”

He took a step closer, and her breath caught.

“Think of it as a tribute,” he said, his voice dropping lower. “Give it one last beautiful chapter. Fix the shelves, paint the walls, make it look the way she always dreamed it could. Do it for her. So when you do leave, you’re not leaving behind a ruin. You’re leaving behind a legacy that’s been honored.”

His words struck a chord deep inside her, bypassing all her carefully constructed logic about profit margins and timelines. A tribute. The idea settled in her chest, heavy and warm. It wasn’t a business proposal; it was an appeal to the part of her that still felt the sharp sting of losing her grandmother, the part that felt guilty for wanting to discard the one thing Eleanor had treasured most.

He had given her a reason to stay and work that had nothing to do with her own future. He had given her a way to make peace with the past.

“I…” She didn’t know what to say. The idea was overwhelming, terrifying, and in a way she couldn’t yet define, incredibly appealing.

“Just think about it,” he said softly. His fingers brushed against her arm, a brief, deliberate touch that sent a shiver all the way up her spine. “Goodnight, Hannah.”

He turned and walked away, his tall frame disappearing into the encroaching darkness, leaving her alone on the sidewalk with the weight of his words and the ghost of his touch on her skin. She looked up at the bookstore, at her grandmother’s name still faintly visible on the faded sign, and for the first time, she saw not an obligation, but a possibility.

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Chapter 4

A Fresh Coat of Paint

Ethan’s words followed her into a restless sleep and were waiting for her when she woke. A tribute. The phrase echoed in the quiet of her small apartment, refusing to be dismissed by the morning light. She lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, the idea taking root in the fertile ground of her guilt and grief. Selling the store felt like a betrayal. But renovating it, pouring her own effort into its bones, just to honor her grandmother… that felt different. It felt like an apology. An act of love.

With a resolve that surprised her, she threw back the covers. She wasn't a renovator. She was a marketing executive who paid people to handle things like this. But her grandmother had been a woman who got her hands dirty, who believed in the value of her own labor. For the first time, Hannah wanted to be more like her.

An hour later, she was back downstairs in the bookstore, armed with putty knives, spackle, and a stack of sanding blocks from the town’s lone hardware store. She’d tied her hair up in a messy knot and changed into a pair of old leggings and a faded university t-shirt she’d found at the bottom of her suitcase. The air was thick with the smell of dust and decaying paper. She pulled a heavy canvas drop cloth over a section of shelves and set to work on a wall where the pale yellow paint was peeling away in long, brittle strips.

The work was slow and deeply unsatisfying. Every strip of paint she scraped off revealed another layer of stubborn, cracked paint beneath it. The plaster was crumbly, and small divots and holes seemed to appear out of nowhere. Her arms ached, dust coated her eyelashes, and a fine white powder settled in her hair and on her skin. This wasn't the cathartic, transformative labor she had pictured. It was just a tedious, dirty job, and the sheer scale of it began to press in on her. Every wall in the cavernous room needed the same treatment. It would take weeks. Her brief surge of purpose began to fizzle, replaced by a familiar wave of being completely overwhelmed.

The cheerful jingle of the bell over the front door made her jump. She turned, perched precariously on the third step of a wobbly ladder, to see Ethan walk in. He was dressed for work, but not his usual vet-clinic work. He wore a pair of faded, paint-splattered jeans that fit him perfectly and a soft grey t-shirt that stretched across his chest and shoulders. In one hand, he carried a paper bag that smelled deliciously of coffee and baked goods. In the other, he held a paint tray, rollers, and two gallon-sized cans of paint.

He stopped just inside the door, a slow smile spreading across his face as he took in her appearance. “Well, look at you. Getting an early start.”

Hannah felt a flush of irritation mixed with something she refused to name, something that felt dangerously like relief. “What are you doing here, Ethan? I told you I could handle it.”

“I know,” he said easily, setting his load down on a dust-covered table. He didn’t seem to notice her tone. “But I also know this is a two-person job. At least. And I figured you’d forget breakfast.” He nudged the paper bag with his elbow.

“I haven’t even prepped this one wall,” she said, gesturing with her scraper. “I’m nowhere near ready for paint.”

“Good thing I’m here to help you prep, then.” He walked over to the cans he’d brought and pried the lid off one with a screwdriver he pulled from his back pocket. He dipped a finger in and held it out for her inspection. It was a warm, creamy white, the color of book pages and morning light. “I brought options, but I figured this was a good place to start. A clean slate. Your grandmother always said a room wasn’t finished until it had a fresh coat of ‘Chantilly Lace’.”

His casual use of her grandmother’s name, the fact that he knew her preferred paint color, disarmed Hannah completely. All the fight went out of her in a single, dusty sigh. She looked from his confident, smiling face to the impossible expanse of peeling wall in front of her. She was in over her head, and he knew it. And instead of mocking her or saying ‘I told you so,’ he’d simply shown up with coffee and paint.

“You’re infuriatingly helpful, you know that?” she said, climbing down from the ladder.

His smile widened. “It’s one of my most charming qualities. Coffee?”

He poured two coffees from a thermos into paper cups, handing one to her. The warmth seeped into her cold, dusty hands. They ate the muffins he’d brought—blueberry, her favorite—leaning against a stack of boxes, and the simple act of sharing breakfast in the chaotic, half-demolished space felt more intimate than any fancy New York brunch she’d ever had.

With the caffeine kicking in, they got to work. Ethan was efficient, showing her how to score the old paint with a utility knife before scraping, a simple trick that made the work ten times easier. They fell into a natural rhythm, working on opposite ends of the same long wall. The only sounds were the scrape of their tools against the plaster, the soft thud of paint chips hitting the drop cloth, and the easy back-and-forth of their conversation.

“So, what was the last big campaign you ran?” he asked, his voice echoing slightly in the large room. He worked without seeming to strain, the muscles in his back and shoulders moving smoothly under his t-shirt.

“A new line of ‘wellness’ vodkas,” she said, her voice dry. “The slogan was ‘Find Your Balance.’ It was infused with electrolytes.” She snorted, shaking her head at the memory. “We sold a lifestyle of health-conscious binge drinking to twenty-somethings with too much disposable income.”

Ethan laughed, a deep, genuine sound that made her stomach flutter. “Did you find your balance?”

“I found my way to a bar every night at seven. So, in a way, yes.” The admission hung in the air, more honest than she’d intended. She focused on a particularly stubborn patch of paint near the ceiling.

“My week was less glamorous,” he offered, sensing she needed a change of subject. “Old Man Hemlock’s prize-winning pig, Petunia, ate a bag of fermented apples. I had to go give her an IV for alcohol poisoning. He was more worried than when his son crashed the pickup.”

Hannah paused, a smile touching her lips. She turned to look at him. He had a streak of white dust on his cheek, and his hair was falling into his eyes. “Did she make it?”

“Oh, yeah. Woke up with a hell of a hangover, I imagine, but she’ll be back at the county fair in August. He’s already promised me a slab of bacon if she wins.”

They sanded the walls smooth, then wiped them down, their arms brushing as they passed each other with damp rags. The air grew thick with fine white dust that caught in the sunbeams slanting through the grimy windows. By afternoon, they were finally ready to paint.

Ethan poured the creamy white paint into the trays, the smell clean and full of promise. He handed her a roller with a long extension pole. “You take the high road, I’ll take the low road,” he said with a grin.

The transformation was immediate and deeply satisfying. With every smooth, deliberate stroke, the dingy, stained yellow disappeared beneath a coat of bright, clean white. The room began to feel bigger, lighter. They worked in a comfortable, companionable silence now, moving around each other with an unspoken understanding. She watched his hands as he carefully cut in along the trim, his movements steady and precise. He had good hands. Capable hands.

She was so focused on watching him that she didn’t notice a drip of paint fall from her overloaded roller until it landed squarely on his head. It slid slowly through his dark hair, a perfect white glob.

He froze, then slowly looked up at her, his expression one of mock seriousness. A slow, dangerous smile spread across his lips. “Oh, you are going to regret that, Mitchell.”

Hannah’s laugh was a startled burst of sound. “It was an accident! A total accident.”

“Doesn’t matter,” he said, his eyes glinting with mischief. He dipped the end of his paintbrush into the tray, gathering a small, deliberate dollop of white. He advanced on her slowly, a predator stalking his prey.

“Ethan, don’t you dare,” she warned, backing away, but the threat was hollow, lost in the laughter bubbling up in her throat. This was absurd. This was the most ridiculous, unprofessional thing she could imagine doing. And it felt glorious.

He lunged. She shrieked and dodged, but not before he swiped a perfect white stripe across her cheek. The paint was cool against her warm skin. She touched it with her fingertips, looking at the white on her fingers in disbelief before her eyes met his again. His grin was triumphant.

“Oh, it’s on, Cooper,” she said, her voice low and dangerous.

She abandoned her roller, dipped her fingers directly into her own paint tray, and launched her counter-assault. She went for his t-shirt, smearing a messy handprint right over his chest. The fabric was thin and damp with sweat, and she felt the solid warmth of him underneath. For a second, her hand lingered, the contact sending a separate, sharper thrill through her than the fight itself.

He grunted in surprise, looking down at the white handprint on his grey shirt. “Two can play at that game.”

What followed was chaos. All pretense of work vanished, replaced by a giddy, unrestrained battle. He was bigger and had a longer reach, managing to get streaks of paint in her hair and down her arms. But she was faster, ducking under his reach to land splatters on his jeans, flicking paint from her fingertips that dotted his neck and jaw.

Laughter filled the cavernous space, echoing off the newly white walls. It was deep and breathless from him, high and slightly hysterical from her. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d laughed this hard, the last time she’d felt so completely, utterly free. The pressures of New York, the grief for her grandmother, the weight of the bookstore—it all dissolved in the simple, childish joy of the moment.

He cornered her near the front windows, his hands bracketing her against the wall. They were both breathing hard, chests rising and falling. Paint was everywhere—smeared on their faces, dotting their clothes, streaked through their hair. He was so close she could see the flecks of gold in his brown eyes, could smell the clean scent of the paint mixed with his own warm, masculine scent.

“Truce?” he asked, his voice a low rumble. His gaze dropped to her mouth.

“You started it,” she breathed, her own eyes tracing the line of paint she’d smeared along his collarbone, where it disappeared under the collar of his t-shirt.

“And I’m ending it,” he said softly. He raised a hand, his thumb coming up to her cheek. He moved with an agonizing slowness, his touch gentle as he wiped away the stripe of paint he’d put there. His thumb was rough with calluses, but his touch was incredibly tender. It skimmed over her skin, leaving a trail of fire in its wake. The playful energy between them evaporated, replaced by something thick and heavy.

Her breath caught in her throat. Her professional reserve, already battered, crumbled into dust. This wasn't just a friend. This wasn't just the boy from her past. This was a man, standing so close his body heat was a tangible presence, looking at her like she was the only thing in the room. His thumb stroked her cheek one more time before his hand dropped away, but the space between them still crackled with an unspoken charge. They stood frozen in the paint-splattered silence, the game over and something far more serious beginning.

The air thickened, growing heavy with everything that had just passed between them and everything that hadn't been said for fifteen years. His eyes held hers, and the playful glint was gone, replaced by a raw, searching intensity that made the breath stall in her lungs. He was so close. Close enough that she could see the faint stubble along his jaw, dusted with white paint like powdered sugar. Close enough that if she leaned forward just an inch, her mouth would be on his. The thought was a physical shock, a sharp, hot clench low in her belly.

This was Ethan. Ethan who’d taught her to skip stones on Miller’s Pond. Ethan who’d held her hand in the dark at the town’s haunted hayride when she was twelve. But this was also a man, broad-shouldered and solid, whose body heat was seeping into her skin and whose gaze made her feel stripped bare.

She had to move. Breaking the spell, Hannah pushed herself off the wall, creating a space that felt both necessary and like a loss. “We should… we should clean up,” she managed to say, her voice sounding thin and unfamiliar. “This is a disaster.”

“Yeah,” he said, his own voice a little rough. He finally looked away from her, surveying the splatters on the floor and walls. The humor was gone from his face, leaving behind a serious set to his mouth.

He led the way to the small back room that housed a deep utility sink and her grandmother’s old cleaning supplies. The space was cramped, meant for one person at a time, and they were forced into close proximity again as he turned on the faucet. The gush of water was loud in the sudden silence.

Hannah reached for a stack of old rags on a shelf next to the sink at the exact same moment he did.

Their hands collided. It wasn’t a soft brush; it was a firm, definite contact. His fingers, strong and calloused from work, wrapped over hers, pressing her palm against the rough cotton of the rags. A jolt, pure and undiluted, shot up her arm and straight to her core. It was sharp and electric, a current that lit up every nerve ending she possessed. Heat flooded her, pooling between her legs, and her nipples tightened instantly against the thin fabric of her tank top. She sucked in a sharp breath, her eyes flying to his.

He was staring down at their joined hands, his thumb resting on her pulse point. She could feel the steady, slow beat of his own pulse against her skin. He didn’t move, didn’t pull away. He just held her there, his gaze dark and unreadable.

She snatched her hand back as if burned, her heart hammering against her ribs. “Sorry,” she mumbled, grabbing a different rag and turning to the sink. She couldn’t look at him. She splashed cold water on her face, scrubbing at the paint on her cheek with a ferocity that had nothing to do with cleaning. The cool water did nothing to quell the fire his touch had started. She was intensely aware of him standing just behind her, of his heat, of his scent. She could feel his presence like a physical weight.

She risked a glance at the small, cracked mirror above the sink and found him watching her. He wasn’t looking at the paint. His eyes were fixed on her mouth, his expression taut with a hunger that stole the air from her lungs all over again.

He cleared his throat, breaking the tension. “I should probably get going,” he said, his voice low. “Let you finish up.”

He rinsed his own hands and face quickly, the movements economical and stiff. The easy grace he’d possessed all day was gone, replaced by a careful restraint. When he was done, he hesitated for a fraction of a second by the door.

“I’ll, uh, see you tomorrow, Hannah.”

“Yeah,” she said, her back still to him. “Tomorrow.”

She heard his footsteps retreat through the store and the soft click of the front door closing behind him. Hannah stayed leaning over the sink, her hands gripping the cold porcelain. The bookstore was silent again, filled with the clean smell of new paint and the lingering, charged energy of what had almost happened. Her skin still tingled where he’d touched her. The game was over, but something far more complicated had just begun.

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Chapter 5

A Spark in the Stacks

The days that followed the paint fight fell into a new, strange rhythm. The charged energy from their moment in the back room didn't disappear; it settled into the spaces between them, a low hum of awareness that vibrated beneath every conversation. They worked with a careful, unspoken boundary in place, a shared acknowledgment that a line had been nearly crossed.

Tonight, they were tackling the heart of the store: the books themselves. Mountains of them were stacked on the floor, waiting to be sorted and shelved. The air smelled of old paper, new paint, and the faint, clean scent of the pine cleaner Hannah had used on the wooden shelves. It was late, well past ten, but she was determined to make progress. Ethan had shown up an hour ago with a pizza, his presence now a familiar and deeply welcome part of her evenings.

They worked in a comfortable quiet, the only sounds the soft slide of books into place and the rustle of paper. Hannah was alphabetizing the fiction section, her fingers dusty from handling decades-old paperbacks. Ethan was on the other side of the same aisle, tackling the history section. The space was narrow, and every time one of them moved, they were acutely aware of the other. Her hip brushed his back as she reached for a high shelf, and the now-familiar jolt went through her, sharp and insistent. She saw his shoulders tense for a fraction of a second before he relaxed. Neither of them said a word.

A low rumble echoed from outside, so deep she felt it in the floorboards. Hannah paused, a worn copy of Wuthering Heights in her hand, and glanced toward the large front windows. The sky over the mountains was a dark, bruised purple.

“Sounds like a big one’s rolling in,” Ethan said, his voice calm. He slotted a heavy tome on the Civil War into place.

“I guess.” She tried to sound casual, but she’d always hated thunderstorms. In her New York high-rise, they had felt distant, an abstraction happening far below. Here, surrounded by mountains, they felt primal and immense.

The wind began to howl, rattling the old glass in the window frames. Rain started to fall, first as gentle taps and then as a driving sheet that blurred the view of the quiet main street. Another rumble of thunder, closer this time, was followed by a bright flash of lightning that illuminated the entire store in a stark, blue-white light. In that brief, silent moment, she saw Ethan’s face clearly. He was looking at her, his expression unreadable.

Then the thunder cracked directly overhead, a violent, splintering sound that made her jump. The overhead fluorescent lights flickered violently, buzzed, and died.

Total, absolute darkness.

The blackness was instantaneous and suffocating. It swallowed the room whole, erasing the comforting sight of bookshelves and familiar walls. All the ambient noise of the building—the hum of the old drink cooler, the buzz of the lights—vanished, leaving only the roar of the storm outside and the frantic, sudden drumming of her own heart in her ears.

“Hannah?” Ethan’s voice came out of the void, close. So close.

She opened her mouth to answer, but all that came out was a shaky breath. She was frozen in place, her hand still outstretched toward the shelf. She couldn’t see a thing, not even the outline of her own hand in front of her face. The darkness felt like a physical weight, pressing in on her. It was disorienting, stripping away all sense of direction. For all she knew, she was alone.

But she wasn’t. She could hear him move, the soft scuff of his boots on the wooden floor. He was coming toward her. The sound was a small anchor in the overwhelming sensory deprivation. She couldn’t see him, but she could feel his presence cutting through the dark, a pocket of warmth and solidity in the chaos of the storm.

A warm, solid hand closed around her arm. “Hey. I’m right here. It’s okay.”

Ethan’s voice was a low anchor in the swirling darkness. His touch was firm, grounding. She felt the strength in his fingers through the thin cotton of her sleeve, a steady pressure that instantly began to soothe the frantic panic in her chest. She let out the breath she was holding in a shaky whoosh.

“I hate this,” she admitted, her voice barely a whisper.

“I know. Just stay put for a second.” His hand slid from her arm down to her wrist, his thumb finding the frantic pulse there. He didn’t comment on it. Instead, his fingers found hers and laced through them, his palm warm and calloused against her own. “Your grandmother always kept emergency candles under the front counter. And a box of strike-anywhere matches. Come on.”

He tugged gently, and she followed him blindly, her trust in him absolute. He moved with a quiet confidence through the pitch-black store, his steps sure and even. Her own steps were hesitant, but with his hand holding hers, she felt tethered, safe. The darkness was still complete, but it was no longer threatening. It was just an absence of light, filled now by the solid presence of the man leading her, the sound of their soft footsteps on the wood floor, and the roar of the rain against the roof.

They reached the front counter. She heard him fumbling beneath it for a moment, the soft clink of glass. “Got them,” he murmured. Another moment of searching. “And the matches.”

His hand released hers, and for a second, the panic threatened to return in the void he left behind. But then she heard the distinct, rough scrape of a matchstick against a box. A tiny spark flared, and a small, brave flame erupted in the darkness.

Ethan held the match to a thick, vanilla-scented candle in a glass jar. The wick caught, and a warm, golden light bloomed between them, pushing the oppressive blackness back to the corners of the room. It cast his face in flickering shadows and soft light. His brow was furrowed in concentration, his dark lashes casting long shadows on his cheekbones. He looked steady. Capable. The calm in his eyes was a balm to her frayed nerves.

He used the first candle to light two more, placing them along the counter. The combined light created a small, intimate haven in the center of the vast, dark store. The world shrank to just the two of them and the circle of wavering light, the storm a wild thing raging outside their sanctuary.

Hannah’s heart was still beating too fast, but the rhythm was evening out, the fear replaced by something else entirely. Something warm and liquid that started in her chest and spread through her limbs. She watched him, the way the light played over the strong column of his throat, the breadth of his shoulders under his t-shirt. He’d saved her, not from any real danger, but from her own fear, and he’d done it with an effortless competence that was incredibly compelling.

He finally looked up and met her gaze. The concern was still there in his eyes, but it was mingled with the same charged awareness that had been simmering between them for days. The careful boundaries they had erected were gone, washed away by the storm and the sudden, forced intimacy of the darkness.

“Better?” he asked, his voice low and soft, barely audible over the drumming rain.

“Much,” she said, her own voice husky. She couldn’t look away. They stood less than two feet apart, wrapped in the warm, vanilla-scented glow. The air was thick with unspoken words, with the scent of rain and old books and burning wax. Outside, the thunder rumbled again, a low, distant growl, but inside, a different kind of storm was gathering.

He leaned a hip against the counter, crossing his arms over his chest. The movement was casual, but it brought him a little closer. The candlelight carved hollows under his cheekbones and made his eyes seem impossibly dark. “You never did like storms,” he said, his voice a low murmur. “I remember that one summer, at Miller’s Pond. You tried to convince everyone you weren’t scared, but you held onto my arm so tight I had bruises the next day.”

A small, surprised laugh escaped her. “I remember that. You were so smug about it.”

“I was not,” he protested, but a slow smile spread across his face. “Okay, maybe a little. You were always so determined to be tough. The girl who was going to conquer New York.” His smile faded slightly, and his gaze turned more serious, searching. “Did you do it? Conquer it, I mean?”

The question hung in the air between them, heavy and real. This was it. The question she’d been avoiding asking herself. She looked away from him, toward the stacks of books disappearing into the shadows. “I don’t know,” she said honestly, the admission costing her something. “I thought I did. I have the corner office, the six-figure salary, the apartment with a sliver of a view of the park. It’s everything I said I wanted back then.”

“But?” he prompted gently, his voice patient.

She traced the rim of the candle’s glass jar with her finger, feeling the warmth of it seep into her skin. “But it’s just… loud. And empty. All the time. I spent ten years chasing something, and when I finally caught it, I realized I didn’t even know why I was running anymore.” She finally met his eyes again, feeling raw and exposed. “Is that crazy? To get everything you ever wanted and find out it’s not enough?”

He shook his head slowly, his expression full of a deep, quiet understanding that made her throat tighten. “It’s not crazy at all. It’s human.” He unfolded his arms and reached out, his fingers lightly brushing a strand of hair from her cheek. The touch was feather-light, but it sent a shockwave straight through her. His hand dropped back to his side. “I almost left, you know.”

Her breath caught. “You did?” The idea of Ethan anywhere but here was foreign, impossible. He was as much a part of Cedar Falls as the mountains.

He nodded, his gaze distant for a moment. “I got into a vet program at UC Davis. Full scholarship. It was a big deal. Everyone was pushing me to go. See the world, get out of this small town.”

“Why didn’t you?” she whispered.

He looked at her then, and the full force of his attention was staggering. It was like he was seeing right through the polished, professional shell she’d built around herself, straight to the girl she used to be. “My dad’s heart started acting up that summer. It wasn’t serious, not then, but it was a wake-up call. And I looked around… at this place, at the people. My mom needed me. The practice needed someone to eventually take over. And I realized… my world was already here. Everything I really wanted was right here.” His eyes held hers, and the unspoken meaning was a tangible thing in the small, warm space between them. You were gone.

The air grew thick, charged with everything he wasn’t saying. The city, her job, her entire life back in New York felt like a flimsy, black-and-white photograph compared to the vibrant, undeniable reality of him standing right in front of her. His dream hadn’t been smaller than hers; it had just been different. Deeper, maybe. More rooted. He’d chosen community and family, while she had chosen ambition. And now she was back, her ambition a hollow ache in her chest, and he was here, solid and whole. The distance between them was no longer just physical; it was the entire gulf of their past choices, and yet, in this flickering light, it felt like no distance at all.

His words settled in the space between them, heavier than the humid, rain-soaked air. Everything I really wanted was right here. The implication was a quiet explosion in her chest. He had chosen this life, this town. He had stayed. And she had run.

The candle flames danced, casting wavering light across the sharp planes of his face. His eyes, dark and intense, never left hers. He saw her. Not the polished New York executive, but the girl underneath, the one who was lost and tired and yearning for something she couldn't name. The silence stretched, filled only by the drumming of the rain and the frantic beat of her own heart.

He took a step, closing the small distance that separated them. The heat from his body reached her before he did, a tangible wave of warmth. He lifted his hand, not quickly, but with a slow deliberation that made her breath catch in her throat. His fingers, warm and slightly rough, brushed against her jaw, his thumb stroking gently over her cheekbone. Her skin tingled at the contact, a thousand nerve endings coming alive at once.

“Hannah,” he breathed, his voice a low vibration that seemed to travel from his fingertips straight to her core.

She could have pulled back. She should have. But she was rooted to the spot, caught in the gravity of his gaze, of his touch. All the reasons she’d kept her distance felt thin and meaningless now. They were just excuses, flimsy armor against a feeling she was terrified to acknowledge.

He leaned in slowly, giving her every opportunity to stop him. His gaze dropped from her eyes to her lips. She watched his own lips part slightly, and her own did the same in unconscious invitation. The world narrowed to this single moment, to the scent of him—rain and soap and something uniquely Ethan—and the impending press of his mouth on hers.

When his lips finally met hers, it wasn't a collision. It was a soft, tentative landing. A question. His mouth was warm and gentle, testing, asking for permission she didn't know how to give with words. For a second, she just stood there, frozen by the sheer, overwhelming reality of it. This was Ethan. Kissing her. After all these years.

Then, a wave of feeling, hot and powerful, crashed through her. It was a decade of unspoken history, of what-ifs and missed chances, of a deep, buried affection she’d refused to examine. A soft sound escaped her throat, a mix of surprise and surrender, and she leaned into him, her hands coming up to rest on his chest. She could feel the solid, steady thump of his heart beneath her palms, a rhythm faster than his usual calm.

Her response was all the answer he needed. The pressure of his mouth increased, the kiss deepening from a question to a statement. He slanted his head, and his tongue traced the seam of her lips, a silent, patient request. She opened for him without hesitation. He explored her mouth with a slow, thorough sweetness that made her knees weak. It wasn't the kiss of a stranger or a friend; it was a kiss of profound and intimate knowing. It tasted of longing, of patience, of coming home.

His other hand came up to cup the back of her neck, his fingers tangling in her hair as he drew her closer still. Her body molded against his, her soft curves meeting the hard lines of his frame. She could feel the solid muscle of his chest and abdomen through their clothes, the undeniable evidence of his arousal pressing against her stomach. A corresponding heat flared low in her belly, sharp and demanding. Her nipples tightened, aching against the fabric of her bra. She slid her hands from his chest up over his broad shoulders, her fingers digging into the firm muscle there, pulling him closer, wanting more. The kiss became hungrier, deeper, a raw expression of the years of pent-up emotion finally breaking free. It was everything. It was finally, terrifyingly, everything.

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Chapter 6

Mountain Views and Rising Hopes

He broke the kiss first, pulling back just enough that their foreheads rested against each other. His breath was ragged, coming in short, sharp bursts that she felt against her lips. Her own lungs burned, and she was clinging to him, her knuckles white where she gripped his shirt. The world outside the small circle of candlelight had ceased to exist. There was only the thunderous beat of her heart and the solid, warm presence of him.

“Hannah,” he said again, his voice thick.

Before she could form a reply, a flicker and a hum broke the spell. The overhead lights blinked once, twice, then flooded the bookstore with a sterile, fluorescent glare. The intimate world they had occupied vanished, replaced by the stark reality of dusty shelves and boxes of books. They sprang apart as if shocked, the sudden brightness feeling like an intrusion.

The air between them was electric with unspoken words. His eyes were dark, his jaw tight. He looked at her, his gaze sweeping over her face, her lips, as if memorizing them. “I should… go,” he said, his voice strained. “Let you get some rest.”

She could only nod, her throat too tight to speak. She watched him walk to the door, his shoulders broad and tense. He paused with his hand on the knob, looked back at her one last time, and then he was gone, the little bell above the door chiming softly into the silence he left behind.

Hannah didn't sleep. She lay in her bed in the apartment upstairs, staring at the ceiling and replaying the kiss over and over in her mind. It wasn't just a kiss. It was a key turning in a lock she hadn’t known was there, opening a part of herself she’d sealed off when she’d left for New York. It was the raw, undeniable heat of his body against hers, the feel of his arousal pressing into her, and the answering, liquid ache that had pooled deep in her belly. She touched her lips, which still felt swollen, sensitive. She had wanted him. Not just in a nostalgic, sentimental way. She had wanted him with a fierce, physical need that scared her more than any corporate boardroom ever had.

The next morning, she was downstairs early, armed with coffee and a desperate need for normalcy. She tried to focus on inventory, on creating a spreadsheet, on anything that felt structured and safe. But the air in the bookstore was different. It was charged with the memory of the night before. Every shadow seemed to hold an echo of his touch, every scent of old paper and wood was now mingled with the phantom scent of his skin.

Around ten, the bell chimed. Her heart leaped into her throat.

Ethan stood in the doorway, the bright morning sun outlining his frame. He wore his usual jeans and a plain grey t-shirt that stretched across his chest. He looked solid, real, and utterly terrifying. His eyes found hers across the room, and for a long moment, neither of them spoke. The awkwardness was a palpable thing, thick and heavy.

He closed the door behind him and walked toward the counter where she stood frozen. He stopped a few feet away, his hands tucked into his back pockets.

“Morning,” he said, his voice even.

“Morning,” she managed, her own voice sounding thin.

He took a breath, his gaze direct and unwavering. “Hannah, I’m not going to pretend last night didn’t happen.”

Her stomach did a slow, painful flip. “Ethan…”

“Let me finish,” he said gently, but with an underlying firmness. “That kiss… it wasn’t just about the past. Not for me. And I don’t want to spend the next few weeks dancing around it, or you, trying to figure out what it meant.” He took another step closer, his expression earnest. “I want to take you on a date. A real one. Not as old friends helping each other out, not as two people caught up in a memory during a thunderstorm. As us. Now. Tonight.”

She stared at him, speechless. She had expected him to be awkward, to apologize, to suggest they forget it. She had not expected this. This directness, this confident claim on the future. A date. It was such a simple, normal word, but in this context, it felt monumental. It was a clear path forward, away from the tangled mess of their shared history. It was an invitation to see if the explosive chemistry of last night was something real, something that could exist in the light of day.

A war raged inside her. The part of her that had a return ticket to New York screamed at her to say no, to run, to protect the neat, orderly life she was supposed to want. But the other part, the part that had come alive under his touch, the part that felt more real in this dusty bookstore than it had in ten years in the city, whispered a single, compelling word.

Yes.

“Okay,” she heard herself say, the word soft but clear in the quiet store.

A slow smile spread across his face, reaching his eyes and making them crinkle at the corners. The tension in his shoulders seemed to melt away. “Okay?”

She nodded, a genuine smile touching her own lips for the first time that day. “Yes. Okay.”

He said he’d pick her up at seven. Hannah spent the better part of an hour staring into the small closet in her grandmother’s apartment, trying to find something that wasn’t either a power suit or paint-splattered jeans. She finally settled on a simple, dark green dress that skimmed her knees and a pair of flat sandals. It felt vulnerable, soft. It felt nothing like the woman she was in New York.

When she heard the rumble of his truck pull up outside, her stomach fluttered with a nervousness she hadn't felt since she was sixteen. She took one last look in the mirror, her hair down and wavy, a touch of mascara on her lashes. It would have to do.

He was waiting at the bottom of the stairs, leaning against the doorframe of the bookstore. He’d changed out of his work clothes into a dark blue button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his forearms, revealing the strong, tanned skin there. His eyes widened slightly when he saw her, a slow, appreciative heat in his gaze that made her skin warm.

“Wow,” he said, his voice a little rough. “You look… beautiful, Hannah.”

“You clean up pretty well yourself, Cooper,” she replied, trying for a light tone to cover the tremor of pleasure his compliment sent through her.

He opened the passenger door of his truck for her, a small, gentlemanly gesture that felt both old-fashioned and incredibly charming. As she slid onto the seat, her bare leg brushed against his hand, and the brief contact sent a spark straight up her thigh.

He didn't tell her where they were going. He just drove, heading out of the small town center and onto the winding road that led up into the mountains. The setting sun cast long shadows across the valley, painting the aspen trees in shades of gold and orange. The air coming through the open windows was cool and smelled of pine.

“I feel like I should recognize this road,” she said, looking out at the familiar curves.

“You should,” he answered, a small smile playing on his lips. “We spent enough time on it.”

And then she knew. He was taking her to the overlook. The spot where they, along with half the teenagers in Cedar Falls, used to go to escape their parents, drink stolen beer, and look at the stars. It was where he’d given her a clumsy, sweet kiss the summer before she left for college, a kiss she’d tried very hard to forget.

He pulled the truck into the gravel clearing at the top of the ridge. The view was just as breathtaking as she remembered. The entire valley spread out below them, the lights of Cedar Falls just beginning to twinkle in the deepening twilight.

They got out and walked to the low stone wall at the edge of the cliff. For a while, they just stood in comfortable silence, watching the last sliver of sun disappear behind the western peaks.

“I haven’t been up here in years,” she confessed softly.

“Me neither,” he said, turning to lean back against the wall, facing her. “Didn’t feel right, coming here alone.”

His words hung in the air between them, heavy with unspoken meaning. The easy camaraderie of the drive was gone, replaced by the same potent intensity that had filled the bookstore the night before.

“Ethan,” she began, her voice barely a whisper. “About last night…”

“I meant it, Hannah,” he cut in, his gaze serious. “Every second of it.”

She looked down at her hands, twisting them together. “I’m only here for a little while. I have a life in New York. A career.” The words sounded hollow even to her own ears, like a script she’d forgotten the motivation for.

“Do you?” he asked, his voice gentle but probing. “Are you happy there?”

The question hit her with the force of a physical blow. Was she happy? She was successful. She was busy. She was respected. But happy? The word felt foreign. She thought of her sterile apartment, her high-pressure job, the endless string of meaningless dates. She compared it to the last few weeks here—the satisfaction of physical labor, the easy laughter with Ethan, the feeling of connection to her grandmother, the warmth of a community that had welcomed her back without question.

She lifted her head and met his eyes. The honesty she saw there demanded the same from her. “No,” she admitted, the word tearing from her throat. “No, I’m not.” A tear escaped and traced a path down her cheek. “And this place… you… it’s all starting to feel more like home than New York has in a decade.”

He reached out and wiped the tear away with his thumb, his touch sending a shiver through her. “Maybe that’s because it is your home,” he said softly.

The space between them collapsed. He stepped forward, framing her face with his hands. His thumbs stroked over her cheekbones, his gaze searching hers in the dim light. “I don’t want to be another memory you leave behind, Hannah.”

“I don’t want you to be,” she breathed, her hands coming up to rest on his waist. She could feel the hard muscle of his abdomen beneath the thin cotton of his shirt.

That was all the invitation he needed. His mouth came down on hers, and this time there was no tentativeness, no question. It was a kiss of pure, unadulterated want. His lips were firm and demanding, moving against hers with a hunger that she felt mirrored deep inside her. She opened her mouth for him, her tongue meeting his in a slick, hot dance. A groan rumbled in his chest, and he pulled her flush against him.

The hard ridge of his erection pressed against her stomach, undeniable and insistent. The sensation sent a jolt of liquid heat straight to her core, making her gasp into his mouth. He took the sound as encouragement, one hand sliding from her face down her back, pressing her hips firmly against his. She could feel every solid line of him, the strength in his arms, the powerful beat of his heart against her breasts. Her nipples were tight, aching pebbles against the fabric of her dress. She arched into him, a silent plea for more.

His fingers dug into the soft flesh of her hips, holding her steady against him as he shifted his stance, nesting his erection more firmly in the cradle of her pelvis. He broke the kiss, resting his forehead against hers, their breath mingling in short, ragged pants. The cool mountain air was a stark contrast to the heat building between their bodies.

“Hannah,” he breathed, his voice thick with need. His eyes, dark and turbulent in the twilight, searched hers. “Tell me what you’re thinking. Tell me what you’re feeling. Right now.”

Her own thoughts were a chaotic whirl of want and fear. The life she had meticulously constructed in New York felt like a flimsy facade about to be blown away by this man, by this feeling. “I’m thinking this is crazy,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “I’m thinking I should be scared of this, of you.”

“Are you?” he asked, his thumbs stroking lazy circles on her lower back, sending waves of heat through her.

She shook her head, a tear she hadn’t realized was forming finally slipping free. “No. That’s the craziest part. I’m not scared at all. I just feel… lost.”

“Then let me help you find your way,” he murmured, his lips brushing her temple. “Just talk to me.”

She took a shaky breath, the scent of him—pine, clean soap, and pure male musk—filling her senses. “My life in New York… it’s all about the next goal. The next promotion, the next deal, the next bigger, better thing. It’s exhausting, Ethan. And it’s lonely. I have a thousand contacts in my phone and not one person I could call if my world fell apart.” She looked away from him, out at the twinkling lights of the town below. “I came back here to sell a building. To close a chapter and get back to my ‘real’ life. But the longer I stay…”

She trailed off, unsure how to voice the immense shift happening inside her. He waited, his body a solid, patient anchor in her storm.

“The longer I stay,” she continued, meeting his gaze again, “the more I realize that my ‘real’ life feels empty. And this… this feels real.” Her hand flattened against his chest, over the steady, powerful thrum of his heart. “Working on the store, getting my hands dirty, seeing people smile when they talk to you… being with you. It’s the only real thing I’ve felt in years.” Her voice cracked on the last word. “I thought coming home was about my grandmother, about settling her estate. But it’s not just that. It’s you, Ethan. You’re the reason this place is starting to feel like home.”

A profound stillness came over him. The hand on her back stopped its movement, simply holding her. The look in his eyes was so intense, so full of raw, unguarded emotion, it nearly stole her breath. He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing.

“I’ve waited more than ten years to hear you say that,” he said, his voice rough with feeling. “I’ve waited for you to come home.” He leaned in, his mouth hovering just inches from hers. “You were never just a memory to me, Hannah. You were always the standard. The one I compared everyone else to. And no one ever came close.”

His words were a gut punch of pure, unvarnished truth, wiping away every doubt, every fear she’d been harboring. Tears welled in her eyes, but these were not tears of sadness or confusion. They were tears of profound relief, of finding a port in a storm she hadn’t even realized she was drowning in. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling his face down to hers until his breath ghosted over her lips.

“Then kiss me like you mean it, Ethan,” she whispered, her voice thick with unshed emotion. “Kiss me like you’ve been waiting.”

He didn’t need to be told twice. His mouth captured hers in a kiss that was everything the last one had been and so much more. It wasn’t just want; it was reverence. It wasn’t just passion; it was possession. It was a slow, deep claiming that spoke of long nights and lonely years, of a hope he’d refused to let die. His tongue swept into her mouth, not demanding, but exploring, learning the taste and texture of her as if committing it to memory for all time. She met him stroke for stroke, a silent vow passing between them in the hot, wet slide of their mouths.

He groaned, a low, guttural sound of surrender, and pulled her impossibly closer. The solid length of his erection pressed against the soft curve of her belly, a hard, undeniable truth between them. She whimpered at the contact, the feeling of being so thoroughly wanted sending a shockwave of heat pooling between her legs. Her dress felt too restrictive, her underwear a flimsy barrier to the fire he was stoking.

His hand slid from her back, down over the curve of her hip, his fingers tracing the line of her thigh. She gasped into his mouth when his hand slipped beneath the hem of her dress, his warm, calloused palm making contact with her bare skin. The contrast of his rough hand on her soft flesh was exquisite. He moved slowly, deliberately, his touch a brand on her skin as he slid his hand higher up the inside of her thigh.

Her panties were already soaked, and she knew he could feel the damp heat through the thin cotton. Her breath hitched when his fingers brushed against the sensitive curls at the juncture of her thighs. He broke the kiss, his breathing ragged, and pressed his lips to the pulse point on her neck.

“Hannah,” he breathed against her skin, his voice strained. He nudged her legs apart with his knee, settling himself more firmly against her. She could feel the damp spot on her dress where his erection was pressing, a testament to their mutual arousal. She rocked her hips forward in a silent, desperate plea.

His fingers pressed against her, right over her clitoris, and a broken cry escaped her lips. He moved his thumb in a slow, hypnotic circle against the fabric, and the pleasure was so sharp, so intense, it was almost painful. She was close, so close, the feeling coiling tight and low in her abdomen.

“Ethan, please,” she begged, not even sure what she was asking for.

He stilled his hand, lifting his head to look at her. The starlight illuminated the stark need carved on his features. “This isn’t just for tonight, Hannah,” he said, his voice low and serious. “This isn’t just a summer fling. If we do this, if I’m with you like this, I’m all in. You need to know that.”

She looked into his eyes, seeing her future reflected there—a future filled with this man, this town, this feeling of being utterly and completely home.

“I’m all in, too,” she breathed, the words sealing her fate, a fate she suddenly wanted more than anything.

A slow smile spread across his face, transforming it. He leaned in and gave her one last, deep kiss—a kiss that wasn’t about frantic need, but about promise. It was a kiss that tasted of forever. He pulled back, resting his forehead against hers, his hand still warm on her thigh. The stars of the Colorado sky wheeled above them, silent witnesses to the beginning of their next chapter.

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